.where do i belong?.

At 1:05 AM on Saturday, November 04, 2006

today, my mom called the school registrar to confirm if my request for transfer (section) was approved. last october 25, i went to RTRMS-MMC and gave the school registrar a letter containing my request to be transferred to another section (A). she told us that she would approve my request but it would only be possible if i can swap with somebody from section A. meaning, i have to find somebody in section A that would be willing to switch sections with me. after trying hard to find someone, i ended up getting nobody. my mom then called the school and there, they have agreed that if somebody backs out in the enrollment for section A, i will take that somebody's place. and so she (registrar) reminded me to follow up this matter to her on november 4. and what day is it today? it's november 4, 2006!

we called the school and asked if somebody backed out. i was at my mom's side while she was talking on the phone... i was listening intently when my mom said, "ah, walang nagbackout?"... and i said to myself, if nobody backed out, then that means i'd still be on section E, which, by the way, is an okay section too. so i was not really pissed off or anything that i wasn't transferred and all... BUT! immediately after my mom said those words, she said, "natransfer na? what section? A? okay thank you..." i was like, okay... section A na pala ako...

it's actually good, cause i got what i asked for. but for some reason, i feel bad. i feel bad leaving those people in section E especially the nice people who were expecting me to be their classmates. i really feel sorry... well, i can't take back the request anymore. the school registrar already changed my section and there's nothing i could do.

i'm just thinking that maybe next school year, they'd be my classmates again so that i could make up for what i've done whethere i've hurt them or not. my guilty conscience keeps on diturbing me... you think i got this from lyle?...

anyway, TRIO's whole again.

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Love,
Anna Luisa